Cherry red dr martens and mixed grains

Yeeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaw!

I just won an auction on dr martens 3 eye cherry red shoes!!!!

I managed to get them very cheap with my ebay sniper app. I only have to pay 36,96€ in total, including shippin and that for shoes that are almost new. Im very happy about it. Now i can switch between my black ones and these. And i have special plans for the cherry red ones *diabolic laughter*

I plan to treat them with black shoe polish so it will create an interesting effect. Im sure this looks good and also more "left" when i combine that with the rainbow shoelaces. And i will polish them very glossy as well. :-D

Btw.: My black dr martens are my most favourite shoes right now, i just look so good in them. :-D *sigh*.
I also bought 3 tins of shoe polish, "Erdal". The frog of the brand wears a crown, just the brandlogo is so lovely silly:

I like the old style frog better.
However, it hope its good enough for all my leather shoes and also to give the red ones a good effect.

Here is a picture of dr martens that are treated with black shoe polish. Looks really good!

Even wearing all black always i think i could go with darkened cherry red shoes.















And i think these shoes are the better candidate for the rainbow gradient shoelaces.

This time i prepared extra healthy basic food:

It contains:

Black rice, black lentils, lentils, kidney beans, millet, wheat, rye, barley, oat and spelt.

I let it soak for about 16 hours (to reduce the phytic acid by 90%) and cooked it one hour.

Then i ate a bit from it, and let the rest cool for at least 5 hours, to create some resistant starch.

I think its really true, since i let my food cool down for hours, i need to eat much less and are full for much longer!
I think, its really good to do it and everyone who is health concerned should do it!

I wonder if cooling for a day can reduce the phytic acid to absolute zero...... Could be true.

And it tastes really gread when reheated and lightly roasted in a pan. I wonder if reheating can destroys the resistant starch again...  But i dont wanna eat some ice cold grains when i come home out of the cold!!! :-D You know?
 Here it is, still steaming:

Believe me, that food is very healthy for the nerves and also the mind. It enhances creativity, a very clear awareness of anything, much concenrtation and a very very good mood!
If you suffer from stress, or depression or a lack of concentration, or a burnout, i can really recommend it! But you have to eat it often for these boosting effects. It works.

Eat it with mixed vegetables for best effects. Eat apples and nuts as a dessert.

I belive good food can make people more intelligent! (and much more happy)

New Puma Fenty (Rihanna) creepers

Well, some month ago, i wrote about puma fenty creepers.

Yes, the shoes that are designed by Rhianna...

I kinda like these shoes. I love creepers, but they have their disadvantages:

• Some creepers rip very fast and are bad quality even if they were expensive
• you cant be sure about the size
• they look "weird" or bizarre to some "normal" people
• i tend to slip out of them so much that i almost can´t walk in them
• quality is expensive but these shoes doesn't resell too good
• i cant walk too well in them

I didn't wanted to buy too expensive brand creepers, just in case they ain't worth it.

• I once got "Shelleys" brand creepers and the sole ripped off very soon! It ripped off after fixed by the cobbler, a second time, too. They were very heavy. The whole thing was disappointing.

That's why I'm so interested in the Rhianna creepers. They still also look like a sneaker and wont get too much attention in public.
Its very easy to walk in them and they are enormously comfortable. I like the black velvet ones best, of course. I really love black velvet! The prices vary from 30€ (used of course) to above 200€, depending on your luck and offers in your country.

I once got original puma creepers for 55€. They were good but unluckily too big. I made the mistake to take the described size for real. So 24.5 cm for size 5.5....
My feet are exactly 24.5cm. However i need the insole of the shoe to be 24.5cm (and not much bigger!)

When the shoe is described to be 24.5 cm it means, they "fit" people with 24.5 cm feet. "Fit" only means, they are definitely not too small and they "fit" with two pairs of thick socks....
That's totally stupid in my opinion. Too big shoes are also orthopedically unhealthy!
Too big shoes can look very stupid on small people!!! Belive me, i know it...

I once ordered 3 eye boots and i made sure they were 24.5 cm.
When thy arrived, they were literally 2 sizes too big and looked like clown shoes! The seller justified this, stating they´d fit 24.5cm. I was very angry about that stupidity!

Hello!? We don't live in the after-war-time anymore, where you´d want rather too big shoes, than too small shoes!  (or no shoes)

 My experience is that the described cm measurement for many shoes is wrong. Its wrong for the puma creepers and its also wrong for Dr martens for example.
I have size uk 4 in Dr martens. They are described to be 23 cm. Yeah, but my feet are 24.5cm! And size 5 is definitely too big for me, its shaking and slipping around.
You know what i mean?

Enough of anguish, now.^^

Here are my new (perfectly fitting) Puma Fenty creepers: (They are a 5, officially described to be 24cm)

 To be honest, I'm not 100% sure, if they are original or not.
They look great, they feel great, great stitchings and they are very comfortable.
Perfect!

But the smell.... the smell smells a bit too much like chinese factory (not that this has to be anything necessarily bad)

 The original ones, that i have had, had not that smell. Barely any smell at all....
That makes me wonder if my new ones are really original.

The seller says that they are. (who knows...)

But the price.... They were only 40€.... How is that possible?

However, they look perfect, fit perfect and I'm happy that i have them. (Especially now, since i have a blister from my new dr martens-.-)

 Maybe the originals i have had, had no smell because they were used and lay around for a time....

 Or maybe i jut wanna believe that these are originals, because i like them.... :-)

And here comes a pic of the same shoes that were definitely original: (except the laces, i replaced them)

I like them (my new ones) and they are very comfortable. They have a little platform sole about 4cm and make you a little bit bigger.

However, they are a little big... chunky at all and don't let you look much slimmer!
Also because they are a little padded.

I think the other reason for this, is that they have a very, very comfortable width. Especially at the middle of the foot and the heel. (Maybe Rhianna's has such broad feet herself^^. Hahahahaha)
For me, its almost a bit too wide, but if you need wide shoes, it could be a good option.
I also think they are almost a little bit too comfortable. Maybe I'm just not used to such comfortable shoes.

My resume is: They look good and i look good in them, but they are not fantastic. So you will not have tiny little asian princess feet in them and also not look the slimmest possible in them...^^  (Just that you know that)

I would recommend these shoes best for tall people. For tall and thin people and rather not for too small people.
Just that you know it.

Of course, feel free to get them if you're very small and obese if you want to.^^

If you want shoes in which you look taller and the slimmest and best way possible, rather go for dr martens 3 eyes. ^^

Mine (maybe fake, but if yes, very good fake) were from Aliepress. I can definitely recommend them!
They arrived in a plain plastic package without box and luckily without custom fees. (Can still happen that custom services catch them... be warned!)

Update: Yesterday i wore them for 13 km. The 13 km were walked so easily and painlessly, i wasn't even noticing that i walked so much and was suprised when i looked on the km counter.
And after that walk, i felt very, very great! I felt like I was beaming. Yes, walking is healthy but in shoes with the perfect comfort it is also pure joy.
After that i can definitely warmly recommend them and also consider to order another pair!

This is still a very different kind of comfort than wearing new dr martens, that arent broken in, yet (What was painful and the shoelace always openend by itself...)
(Somehow the people still hate me when i wear dr martens.... Somehow dr martens dont let me look more sympathic, alas.)

Dr Martens 3 eye 1460 - I love them!

Hello, Friends!

I seem to be really in luck with shoes! 😀

Today i got some dr martens that are really new! The owner only wore them twice, they have no signs of wear. I only had to pay 54€ - for shoes that cost 150€

I'm soooo glaaad, you can believe me that!
I think i never owned such high quality and expensive shoes before...
Usually i joke how little money the clothes i wear only cost.

• Trousers 3€, jacket 8€, shoes 12€, scarf 0,50€, gloves 1€, etc :-D (don't worry, i have style tho)

 But I really want to look good and not poor. I wanna be treated well. In my city, people judge each other based on simply perfection. How good do you look, how slim/thin are you, how healthy do you look, and of course how good your clothes are... Its very, very superficial here and you are treated so well how good you look. Its sad, but a good look is required to have a good life here... (Its not munich where i live)(Thanks lord, I'm sure munich is even worse!!!)

But enough talk, now i show you the shoes:

As you see, they are perfectly like new:

They really suit me. Do you know, why i prefer 3 eye shoes?
They let me look slimmer. I don't have very thing ankles^^ In boots my ankles even look stronger. That alone lets me look... sturdier. You know what I mean?

If I wear just low shoes, my ankles look the slimmest, because they are only covered by the sock. This is my hint for people with strong ankles^^.
I also think I look a little bigger as in boots.

 

 Its number 1461.

 Thats my food today. Minced beef with many vegetables in redwine sauce. I used merlot. Served with chicory and balsamic cream.
It tastes great and because there are only a few small purple potatoes in it, its very low carb.

Dr Martens Brogue shoes, i love them

Yeeeaaaaah! Today I'm really in luck!
I got that shoes I wanted and it seems like they fit!

I like that style. It remembers me a bit of 1920s mafia style:

 That age, the gangsters had style unlike today.... ^^   Here they are gain:

I think they have also a clowny touch, somehow i associate Ronald McDonalds^^ Especially the colors. But i like that subtle evil touch of the shoes. In a city fill of crime and rudeness, it cant hurt to look selfassured and able.
They were only 35€ and original dr martens, used but in good condition. A 37, a little bit small. When i came home, i greased the leather with coconut oil and put shoe stretchers inside.
Maybe 38 of my coming shoes is too big for me... Yes I'm a very petite person....^^

 It was a very exhausting day. I slept very bad and when I went to the neurologist by bus, I felt very sick. First i wasn't sure if can make it. I had migraine the whole day... but it was so worth it! I'm very, very glad about the shoes! I walked 10 km today.

And now, after all, i deserve a treat! *leans back, puts feet up*

Its Samyang Buldak Bokkeum meyon and it was soooo delicious, it tasted like the pure love of god. (no blasphemy intended)
It is so spicy that i feel my heart rate is increased. ^^ (I wonder if that's healthy or unhealthy)

And my headache is still bad and i feel really sick... I even wonder, if I'm about to catch a cold.

Shoes - an endless story

About my problems with shoes.
                
Shoes are also a big subject in my life. I'm a person, that really enjoys to move. After a walk of 6 miles, i feel absolutely rejuvenated.

Before i caught my chronic mono i was walking everyday for about 6 miles, now alas, i am far not so locomotive anymore. :-(

I still try to walk as much as i can. The result is also that my shoes are worn down inedible fast. I have such a high wear of shoes, that's stunning. I wear the sole off like an eraser gets consumed up by someone who does many many mistakes.
Its no jokes.
Unhealthily, i have a very hard way to set my foot of and i usually walk very very fast.

Once when i still weighed some kgs more, i entered a store and the whole floor was shaking. The shipowner said in an amused way, that i trample like an elephant.^^
Its orthopedically not good to have such a way to walk.

I usually made the following mistake: I bought cheap shoes from the internet or shoe stores.  Even i try them on CAREFULLY or let me tell the exact inch length of the insole online, most shoes just doesn't fit me.
I have complicated feet and i have no idea why, because my feet look really good and i have an average size.

I personally hate too big shoes. As a very small person it looks soo stupid when i walk around with big looking shoes. And if i slip slightly out of shoes it looks even more ridiculous.
Slipping out of shoes happens very easily, my problem is that my front foot is broad and my heel is very very slim. That's the problem.

And even if i have fitting shoes that are comfortable, they will wear down very very quickly.

I wore shoes for 2 days and the first signs of wear and visibly at the sole heel..... My friend was stunned by that.

Now I'm tying something different, i will buy brand shoes instead. I like plain shoes, black, gender neutral shoes that let you look slimmer and a little bigger.

I like shoes as dr martens style (but only 3 eye) even they don't suit me, because i look even more evil and suspicious in them..... *sigh* This is really a problem for me. I don't wanna be noticed as someone evil, but it happens very often. So what, I'm self assured enough to wear what i like and not what suits me or what others like on me. :-D

 I really like brogue shoes as well. And of course, platform shoes!
Platform shoes are very advantagefull for small petite people! They let you look also slimmer and well proportioned. As a small person you can make the maximum out of you with higher shoes.

Oh dear, i got very good news:
I just won an auction on some dr martens! I goth them for only 42€ ! Black, like new, with steel toe!
I'm sooo happy! What a bargain! I hooope they will fit!
38, i bought 38.

Hahahhahahahaha, I'm so happy, really. Even if they don't fit, i can still resell then without a loss.

 Exactly these.
buy dr martens for 45$
How do you like them? How about that shoelace?

To show my real ideology, my real mentality by the look of that RAINBOW shoelace.

I'm afraid that will not fit for a 3 eye shoe.... Maybe i will find a solution...

Otherwise, people full of hate and prejudices will put me in the wrong corner again. :-( But I'm afraid, that will even happen with rainbow shoelaces.... :-(
It hurts me badly and is such a disgusting insult!

I don't know, some stupid young women (mostly), who think they are such good persons always wanna accuse me and hate me, just for the way I look. They think, someone who looks like me must be a bad person. I don't know why. How sad.
I also don't hate them and if i do, never for the way they look! :-)

One friend jokes: Who don't gets insulted to be a Nazi nowadays probably does something wrong. (We are both left)

Ok, i even really found such rainbow gradient shoelaces for 3 eye shoes! 60 cm long.
Hahhahahaha, great. They are intended for children, tho.

Me and My life: Poverty because of chronic illness

Now, i worked a bit on the blog. I'm more and more satisfied with it. It could become a sort of oasis isle within the Internet.

I'm honest and i confess, that i also run this blog to earn money. (yet i didn't earned anything at all, yet)

Being able to make a "money machine" with what you like, this would be a dream! I think it really need a high intelligence and/or passion to do so.

Until now, i was always too lazy to write frequent blog entries, also because I'm never in the mood to write so much german... ^^
(its so scratchy and exhausting)

Some details more about me:

I'm really poor and often have trouble to buy everything that i need.
It starts with food, where i really have to make wise decisions as buy things in a special offer or more kg of it, and everything like that. I need to eat really healthy so that my diseases improve. Many vegetables i can only afford, when they are offered cheaper.
Often i buy cheap stuff, that is also healthy. Like Potatoes, apples, onions, carrots. Quinoa i buy in 9 kg so it is cheaper.
I am a very good cook and can cook amazing stuff out of everything. I'm really a food enthusiast, and buying/cooking food makes me really happy!

Some food is very expensive but also very, very healthy like avocado, nuts, papaya....

Its so worth it, and that's why i spend very much money on food every month. I'm just a passionate cook and appreciate good food. I really love it!

I also need other health products as zeolite, coconut oil, natron, spirulina, tumeric, xylitol , magnesium chloride, castor oil, and so on and on. (sorry, if the terms for the above are german)
Sometimes i brew a drink out of garlic and lemons with peal. I need to buy these things from the bio store, it has to be absolute pesticide free for this. Also not cheap.

Some of these things i have to ask my parents to give me for Christmas or birthday.


Here some good looking food as well:

Where i really save money is on clothes. I shop for clothes extremely rarely, also because i simply hate it! ;-)
I hate nothing more, than wriggle out of my layered winter clothes in a super overheated second hand store, full of softener smell, to which I'm allergic, store being filled of stressed, unhappy woman, atmosphere there is usually is filled with complexions and the shame about poverty.
Trying on clothes is not such fun for me, looking to the mirror, with my chronic optic neuritis which depraves my sight of depth and other visual abilities... Vision is no fun for me, its rather a migraine trigger.

But at least I am not ashamed of being poor! *laughter

Er, yes and when you wonder now, why i don't work, i can tell you that too.


I'm chronically sick. I was never healthy in my life.

Even as a child, i have had headache everyday, often migraine, heart problems.
When i grew older i got a lots of neurological problems. I have a very strong vertigo from time to time. It feels like I'm drunk. Sometimes i have also movement problems or abnormal muscle rigor.


As you see in the picture of my pants and shoes, i still kept my humor. :-)


To conclude, I'm only able to be active every 3. rd day. I'm usually sick for more than half of the time. And with sick i mean, that i can not go out anymore.

Very often, i go out and be active even though i am too sick, just because I'm a very active and optimistic  and mostly happy person. I'm full of ideas and plans and there are always so much things i want to do. Its not healthy for me to be too active, but i started to live for the moment since i went through times i wasn't sure if I'm going to even have a future.
You know what i mean?

Yes, i life for fun, because if I'm very happy i also have less pain. Most pain medications don't really work for me, so i meditate. I meditate to produce lots of endorphin to get really high, so i don't suffer so much from my pain.

I can feel like on ecstasy, and that's no overrating. I think, god gave me that ability so i can endure my shitty sick live.

I am very thankful, for what i have.

I love my life and its really fun even in spite of all the pain and disability.

But what i really could use is a pair of good durable shoes.^^

If you want to help me with a little money, please directly donate me via paypal. rottenfurby@gmail.com

Look, here is even my baked apple i recently made:

Otherwise, if you plan to buy something expensive on ebay, amazon or aliexpress, send me the link and i convert the link to an affiliate link. You pay the exact same amount of money as before and i earn a little percentage of platform fees.
This almost only pays out, if more expensive things are bought, like beyond 30€ or $.

Change of this blog and Puma fenty creepers

Hello Friends!

Long time no reads, but now id like to continue.

I wanna show you what i recently bought and im going to write in english only.
I just personally don't like german too much. I don't know, but i always feel like a fool speaking german.

I feel good in general, i have nothing to complain about.
Just be in my own paradise bubble and enjoy it.

Right now id need to earn a little money or to see, how i can earn a little money in the future.

There is my absolute favourite online shop, Aliexpress, you can save a fortune and have the greatest variety of good products there.

Ive got to show you some and all the links are affiliate links, so that means you can help me if you buy the product from the link.

I always make sure, you'll get the product cheapest from my link, or one of the cheapest. (Maybe you'll find it a few cents cheaper after a lot search^^)

I will try to post more from now on. Maybe i was never really in the mood, because i wrote my blog in german.

I recently bought shoes, its the rihanna designed shoes^^:

 (I dont like rihanna but i really love creepers shoes)

These are inbetween creepers and sneakers and they are velvet. Creepers make you bigger about 2 inch, thats really advantageful if you are a small person like i am. They also let you look slim and good.

Buy them hella cheap below:
Buy these creepers helle cheap here!

(I just wanna see how the links looks finally)


Looks alright.

 Here are the shoes again.



















Im already very tired and hungry, heres my food, extra low carb:

Update:
The Puma creepers from Aliexpress are really, really good. I can´t see differences to the original. I cant tell if original or not. See the Post about them: New Puma Creepers