Saturday, December 1, 2018

Shoes - an endless story

About my problems with shoes.
                
Shoes are also a big subject in my life. I'm a person, that really enjoys to move. After a walk of 6 miles, i feel absolutely rejuvenated.

Before i caught my chronic mono i was walking everyday for about 6 miles, now alas, i am far not so locomotive anymore. :-(

I still try to walk as much as i can. The result is also that my shoes are worn down inedible fast. I have such a high wear of shoes, that's stunning. I wear the sole off like an eraser gets consumed up by someone who does many many mistakes.
Its no jokes.
Unhealthily, i have a very hard way to set my foot of and i usually walk very very fast.

Once when i still weighed some kgs more, i entered a store and the whole floor was shaking. The shipowner said in an amused way, that i trample like an elephant.^^
Its orthopedically not good to have such a way to walk.

I usually made the following mistake: I bought cheap shoes from the internet or shoe stores.  Even i try them on CAREFULLY or let me tell the exact inch length of the insole online, most shoes just doesn't fit me.
I have complicated feet and i have no idea why, because my feet look really good and i have an average size.

I personally hate too big shoes. As a very small person it looks soo stupid when i walk around with big looking shoes. And if i slip slightly out of shoes it looks even more ridiculous.
Slipping out of shoes happens very easily, my problem is that my front foot is broad and my heel is very very slim. That's the problem.

And even if i have fitting shoes that are comfortable, they will wear down very very quickly.

I wore shoes for 2 days and the first signs of wear and visibly at the sole heel..... My friend was stunned by that.

Now I'm tying something different, i will buy brand shoes instead. I like plain shoes, black, gender neutral shoes that let you look slimmer and a little bigger.

I like shoes as dr martens style (but only 3 eye) even they don't suit me, because i look even more evil and suspicious in them..... *sigh* This is really a problem for me. I don't wanna be noticed as someone evil, but it happens very often. So what, I'm self assured enough to wear what i like and not what suits me or what others like on me. :-D

 I really like brogue shoes as well. And of course, platform shoes!
Platform shoes are very advantagefull for small petite people! They let you look also slimmer and well proportioned. As a small person you can make the maximum out of you with higher shoes.

Oh dear, i got very good news:
I just won an auction on some dr martens! I goth them for only 42€ ! Black, like new, with steel toe!
I'm sooo happy! What a bargain! I hooope they will fit!
38, i bought 38.

Hahahhahahahaha, I'm so happy, really. Even if they don't fit, i can still resell then without a loss.
 Exactly these.
buy dr martens for 45$
How do you like them? How about that shoelace?
To show my real ideology, my real mentality by the look of that RAINBOW shoelace.

I'm afraid that will not fit for a 3 eye shoe.... Maybe i will find a solution...

Otherwise, people full of hate and prejudices will put me in the wrong corner again. :-( But I'm afraid, that will even happen with rainbow shoelaces.... :-(
It hurts me badly and is such a disgusting insult!

I don't know, some stupid young women (mostly), who think they are such good persons always wanna accuse me and hate me, just for the way I look. They think, someone who looks like me must be a bad person. I don't know why. How sad.
I also don't hate them and if i do, never for the way they look! :-)

One friend jokes: Who don't gets insulted to be a Nazi nowadays probably does something wrong. (We are both left)

Ok, i even really found such rainbow gradient shoelaces for 3 eye shoes! 60 cm long.
Hahhahahaha, great. They are intended for children, tho.

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