Dr Martens Brogue shoes, i love them

Yeeeaaaaah! Today I'm really in luck!
I got that shoes I wanted and it seems like they fit!

I like that style. It remembers me a bit of 1920s mafia style:

 That age, the gangsters had style unlike today.... ^^   Here they are gain:

I think they have also a clowny touch, somehow i associate Ronald McDonalds^^ Especially the colors. But i like that subtle evil touch of the shoes. In a city fill of crime and rudeness, it cant hurt to look selfassured and able.
They were only 35€ and original dr martens, used but in good condition. A 37, a little bit small. When i came home, i greased the leather with coconut oil and put shoe stretchers inside.
Maybe 38 of my coming shoes is too big for me... Yes I'm a very petite person....^^

 It was a very exhausting day. I slept very bad and when I went to the neurologist by bus, I felt very sick. First i wasn't sure if can make it. I had migraine the whole day... but it was so worth it! I'm very, very glad about the shoes! I walked 10 km today.

And now, after all, i deserve a treat! *leans back, puts feet up*

Its Samyang Buldak Bokkeum meyon and it was soooo delicious, it tasted like the pure love of god. (no blasphemy intended)
It is so spicy that i feel my heart rate is increased. ^^ (I wonder if that's healthy or unhealthy)

And my headache is still bad and i feel really sick... I even wonder, if I'm about to catch a cold.

Before you criticize my English:

Because somebody criticized my english....

English is not my mother language. My motherlanguage is german which i personally never liked.
My spoken english is very good but i rarely had to write down much english in my whole life yet.
So i still have to develop a routine typing it.

I think this is just a thing of habit, you need to have a feeling for the most used characters in a language and in what typical order you type them. Also interpunction needs a certain routine to be written correctly.
 You have to develop the nerve connections within the brain for correct typing and spelling and interpunction.
I didn't wrote english very often in my whole life yet, usually i only speak it, ok?

Thats why my english on the blog is still choppy and full of mistakes. I just started to mainly write english here two days ago.

So what, it going to rapidly improve the more i write, im sure of it. Its good to do it!
Better talk and learn, than shut up to not make mistakes. ;-)

Of course, germans criticized my english. ^^ Whom else?
Honestly, i wanna see them do better. ^^

Its so typical for germans to criticize everything that isn't perfect. Its to typical for germans to criticize in general. All feedback I got for the blog was criticism. I wasn't even asking for their opinion...
Then they said, its well meant criticism. (of course it is......^^)

They said i rather should write in german instead of broken english...

As if its that what really matters.... I better write in the language i prefere, thats all.
Right now, you can catch a glimpse of why i dont love german too much^^. Its the whole mentality behind it.

And anyway, its not that i write a blog to get A++++ grades in english for it, ok?^^
I never stated its good.
I write the blog to share my stuff, have fun and to earn money, and i write it very quick while i watch tv, without correction reading and sometimes while i have migraine.
I try to spend the LEAST EFFORTS for it, and do not even try to make it mistake free.
I also use a lot of colloquial language.

*sigh*
And at leat i do something, i produce something, i create something, i share something. This alone is a positive thing for me, my life and my brain health (concerning all the neurological damages)

This is so typical. If somebody criticizes that my english isn't perfect, its always ONLY the germans. (probably their english isnt any better than mine, its probably much worse). A native english speaker never ever even once criticized my english.

If you read this and if you are german and you have the wilde urge to criticize EVERYTHING  here:

Please let it. I dont wanna hear it. I dont care. Leave me a lone. Leave my mood in a good conditon.

My baker cyst in my left knee really hurts today...