I always hated my natural blond hair, that is thin and curly and gets greasy absolutely fast.
Also, it looked suspicious together with my all black clothes, the people didn't knew of what kind of person they should sort me in.
Some people probably never heard of metal or anything dark before, so they think everything "dark", "gloomy" must be something very bad.
There are even stupid people who think that I'm politically right, just because i have sort of a mean face by nature.
I'm not! I'm politically left, just to make this sure for one and for all the times.
Its very sad, if you're considered as "nazi" just, because your are naturally very bright pigmented and wear black clothes....
But some people are just very dumb^^
I for myself don't need a specific color to dislike a human, i can dislike humans based on their behavior towards me.
And some people really don't hide their hate towards me, even tho they don't know me.
Recently i started to wonder, if there is also envy in this amount of hate. Or maybe the people think I'm privileged? *laughter*
Also this is a damp joke since my life was very hard, and hoften horrible in the majority.
I'm chronically sick and probably ever will be. I almost died several times or it felt like this and lived in an agony for about 10 years. Because of this I'm still severely disabled but I'm working extremely hard to compensate it and on good days i will look just very very fine. Because this what i have now, is what i worked hard for all the years! I'm slim now, because i did SO MUCH for it!
I look healthy now, because i spend so much money on good foot and so much time on cooking!
Not to mention all the research about everything!
And now there are people who hate me, just because I'm bright blond and good looking...
I finally can take it with a smile because they're simply pathetic.
A time ago, I really suffered been given the feeling to be such a bad person, being guilty, being a nazi (I'm not), been given a lot a nasty feelings and being hated. Being hated for how i look and beeing hated for how i look not. This is so silly!
Thank you, now i at least have a better impression of what it means being treated bad just for my color. ;-)
For this reason i also wanted to change my hair color from naturally blond to all the fancy pastel colors. I always want to have pastel colorful hair, i ever loved pastel hair colors and since they're very bright, they also suit me.
I underwent a lot of research to find out how to bleach hair the least damaging.
The answer is Olaplex, and buy the hell a really hair dresser bleach and NEVER a drugstore bleach.
Olaplex is never affordable for me, so i just bought a hair bleach with integrated fibre bonding technology and Fibreplex.
I'm very, very satisfied with my bleach and will buy this again! I use Schwartzkopf Igora vario blond plus.
Here´s my hair bleach stuff.
Of course I also use directions.
Buy the stuff here:
links:
Buy Igora Vario blond plus
Igora royal oil devloper
directions hair dye
That's my main hair color now, when not dyed in fancy colors.
It suits my very nordic face enormously well.
Also the hair isnt very damaged. It need good care though, really important!
I wanna stay anonymous here, so i have to hide my face on the pictures.:-)
I think bright green is my favourite hair color. :-D
This (right) was my natural hair color before. Yeah, bleaching it was really simple and it only needs oneround of bleaching, luckily.
I recommend the haircare products blow, for bleached hair:
OGX Bonding Plex shampoo buy here: (just click the link)
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